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A Visible Breath

by Long Ride Home

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1.
in my dream the sun was a halo round yer face in the hot summer wind and you floated above like an angel, well things seemed so much better back then as an ambulance wails down north beacon I sit in twin donuts and coffee I drink have a cigarette out on the corner and stare at the skyscrapers out towards the sea you were working as you always worked, I was there fucking up as I so often do but here in this place no one else can relate so I'm still writin' songs about you all that I feel is old these days, my joints they ache, my memories fade but I won't forget the things you said, oh yeah I'm ready to grow young again. and I loved you then as I love you still, yeah we watched as our friends did take flight and crash to the ground or soar oh so close to the sun, we are all the children of icarus and this war may be lost but we'll fight to the end for these rooftop sunrises, our coastal defenses are failing, we've been failing, I've been failing old friend we've seen more through these years than most people do in lifetimes as I ride home I smile as I pass those places where we used to hang theres blood on the sidewalk and fumes in the air they locked up the billboard and shut down the space, but we ain't dead yet even if sometimes that wouldn't really seem so bad.
2.
if I could only show you, I was thinkin' to myself, those endless vast expanses and the sunset in the west if I could show you half of all these pictures in my head, then I swear that you would start to understand what once was light and free has become heavy on our shoulders, but we carry it still knowing all the reasons I tried to drink those memories away as I got older, but I never could forget about your leavin' and I know this is gettin' old, but could we just sit out on your back porch, drink a beer and then I'll go we both got work, I know it's gettin' late, with us you know it's always been that way. I remember in that big old buick sittin by yer side, drivin down to brooklyn in the fall jawbreaker on the stereo, I think I coulda died, content there in the front seat of yer car down in that darkest place it seemed like no one gave a damn, till there you were when I had nothing else it seems the story of our lives will not read how I planned, but I still can't wait to see what happens next and I know this is gettin' old, but could we just sit out on your back porch, drink a beer and then I'll go we both got work, I know it's gettin' late, (with us you know it's always been that way.)3x
3.
walkin down san pablo like a ghost, and you were still alive, though i was not quite sure about myself and way downtown we could hear the drums of war but we just wanted to get fucked up we were screamin' rudes and cheaps and i still see those billboards and those dirty city streets that you lived a lifetime on even after lifetimes lived in many other states starin' off the bridge at beacon park, empty train tracks starin back, all the buildings boarded up, harvards breathing down our necks and it was stencilled on a wall that i still ride by all the time, and i know a greater freedom cause i had you in my life. we climbed a shaky ladder up a highway overpass, found a bottle of cheap wine and watched the freight trains lumber past and that cool pacific breeze was rolling in across the bay and I can't remember what you said but i still see your face when i sit out late at night at hidden spots where we would drink away those demons that did follow in our footsteps years ago still they follow me but knowing that your war is at an end helps me smile through the tears, it helps me carry on with this starin off the bridge at beacon park, empty train tracks starin back, all the buildings boarded up, harvards breathing down our necks and it was stencilled on a wall that i still ride by all the time, and i know a greater freedom cause i had you in my life.
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Monahans, TX 01:53
van broke down on the side of the road, tow truck shoulda come an hour ago, it was late july in the desert heat and i was thinkin' bout the girl I left back east cause there was nothin else to do just to pass the time, a mile long freight train rolled on by we were leavin' las cruces thinkin' bout home, we never really figured that a tire would blow 400 miles to go to fort worth, it was startin to seem pretty absurd, well alright kinda funny how sleepin' on floors ain't quite so romantic after weeks on tour now i'm back in boston and it's gettin' old and i've been wishin' i could jump into a van and just go we tore outta texas, asheville bound, a thousand plus miles in twenty four hours losin' our minds sittin' there in the dark, until we saw the sun rise over arkansas tenessee hills, we were almost there, feelin' like we hadn't left the van in a year it was all a blur of rest stops and powerlines and it all seems like a dream now, or some movie that i saw, when I was just a kid, and it still seemed like nothing could go wrong scattered all along the highways are the things that I forgot, but the one thing I could never leave behind me was that love.
5.
in years to come, we'd go our separate ways, but somehow this corner always stayed the same and as midday traffic rushes by, I sit and have a smoke on the mailbox by the coffee shop alone in that kitchen where you worked when we first met, now I find myself up early makin' breakfast for these college kids and I wish I could tell sadie just to let you know by text, maybe it'd work for me, oh like it did for you back then oh well a boy was killed outside the other night, sometimes this city's like a bus that runs you over on your bike oh it keeps drivin' on without you and your friends just try to go on with their lives. do you remember, climbing up onto that billboard at harvard and comm? do you remember, what it was like to still feel so young? do you remember, when we didn't carry years of disappointment on our backs through this heavy wet snow? I've been followin' yer tracks around this town and I'm tired but I can't see any other direction to go.

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Dedicated to Michael Francis Arthur. The first recordings made with guitar #212, #211 (always forget) having been smashed along with my record player and my old computer in an unfortunate case of mistaken identity/poorly planned home invasion armed robbery/sub-die hard-level hostage taking. Cover photo by Darcy Spring.

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released December 22, 2014

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